xo nic
- nicmazurwrites
- May 15
- 2 min read
Updated: May 26
xo nic is a story about a girl choosing again.
choosing life again.
her life. again.
her life before she decided to choose again?
it was beautiful.
friends. family. adventures. lovers. life well lived, best she could.
and there was joy. and love. and laughter. community. purpose. connection. innovation. religion. soul.
but this girls soul seemed a bit louder than the ones of those who surrounded her.
a bit too loud for her own liking if she's being honest.
which she always tries to be.
but the colors...
that painted her world...
her soul was a bit too loud about her opinion..
of her terrifying truth
being that,
that the colors weren't right.
weren't.. HERS.
her true hues.
and she was a bit too opinionated about it in her own head lol.
so she tried! to paint over the wrong colors with the right ones.
with her souls true soul color palette.
and it didn't work.
there we're cracks.
she's a perfectionist.
there were smudges and colors bleeding through and her true colors never had the chance to be pure enough because they were always trying to make it work with colors that clashed. and it drove her mad.
beautifully mad.
with a bit of humor and wit so people could never tell how serious she was being when she tried to explain how it just never felt
like IT.
the IT she worked so hard for.
and so one day. a miracle happened.
and it changed everything.
this is that story.
beginning to be told.
in the hopes of living her
pure beautiful soul palette favorites
out loud.
in real life.
so her soul can whisper instead of shout someday soon.
till then! hopefully we pull the ones who are meant for us
into us.
a crazy lucky loving girls story about choosing a life again intentionally.
one filled with joy, magic, music, love, sex, adventure, intention, creativity, words, truth, friendship, family - chosen and blood, community, homes, soul tribes, and a thriving life and the bumpy road of the whole journey. with love.
stay a while.
thank you for being here.
love you!
xo, nic
friday may 15, 2026
boom bam xo nic
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